Sharing time

Here I am at the coastal city of Daytona Beach, Florida. Amazing how one can change from one instant to the next just by allowing ourselves to dream and hope. I am waiting for some of the next inspiration to hit me square in the chest since my head is already full of ideas and fantasies, however, time seems always to run away from me. Either I am reading, watching some show on television, catching up with the 4 star foreign films or just reading my children's accomplisments. I do hope that one day I'll be able to finish some of my ideas and that includes retiring from the wonderful field of teaching. I love to teach, but in reality, teaching has become a burden. One no longer feel like it is a career for the pleasure of it, but rather for the need to satisfy your boss and not get fired because you do not follow the curriculum. How does it all end? No one knows for certain. I only know that this wonderful days of my vacation away from everyone, I will use as a sort of self reflection and make decisions. The funny thing about it is that no matter what decisions I make, some of them end up in the trash or the recycle bin. I am looking forward to X Mas this year, have my children with me and I hope that 2011 brings me the necessary stamina to do what I need to do. By the way, my writing is coming slow, I need some fireworks to light up my sky, unfortunaly I am not the one lighting the fuse.